Shiga Lin - ''I'm still loving you''

                                                     Special dedicate to everyone

                                                       When I close my eyes think of you
                                                    And the time we’ve had been through
                                                     Even though were for apart right now

                                             I remember back when you were here with me
                                                   How you’ve make my world complete
                                                              But now I’m left alone

                                                          We talked about love and hope
                                                   Wishing we could start a life our own
                                                      I wish that I could live without you

                                                         Why did you tear my heart apart
                                                  You said you’ll love me from the start
                                            All those painful things you’ve put me through
                                                                   But I’m still loving you
                                                           I’ve tried to give my best to you
                                                           I don’t deserve the things you do
                                                           Everything has gone to memories
                                                 I just wish I know the truth behind the lies

                                                            Why did you tear my heart apart
                                                       You said you’ll love me from the start
                                               All those painful things you’ve put me through
                                                                   But I’m still loving you
                                                                 I’ve tried to give my best to you
                                                             I don’t deserve the things you do
                                                             Everything has gone to memories
                                                                  I just wish I know the truth
                                                                          behind the lies

Readers, Please do not misunderstand. This is not my deep feeling. A friend sent me this link and I teared.Well cant blame that I always have all these moody feelings coz I had a really UP and DOWN year. A sudden change of my life and please give me sometimes to get over it . It doesnt mean that Im looking back and wish to turn thing right. I know we could never turn the clock back, however we could make thing right again in future. We need to be presence. Appreciate every moment that we are having right now. Please do not regret and please do not wait till tomorrow. Do what you think is right now. Show the real and the most sincere part of you to the ppl surround you. Surprisingly you will get a miracle response. A warm hug to ll my readers.

Tutti Fruitti Frozen Yogurt

My First attempt was at Ho Chi Minh and few months later shes here in town.

Green or Red. Small or Big. 5 months ago I will choose red but today I choose green. Reason - Im JBBui!!

Huge Excitement squezing some Guava frozen yogurt from the machine. Fun!! I wanted to mix all the sour frozen yogurt but at the sametime I crave for huge amount of  guava. Thats what I been told - GS .

My "Art Work". Failed I guess. Its ok theres more chances hohoho!!!!

Left and Right toppings corner. Customers who like sweet will prefer left corner while I favor right corner where you can choose different types of fruits toppings such as kiwis, lychee, longan, guava and etc.

Concentrating in filling up my cup . Tried my best to fill as much as possible. I cant resist fruits.

Finally I have my own cup of Guava frozen yogurt with kiwis, guava, strawberries toppings. YUmmy and definitely filling.

Happy Yogurting to all my Yogurt Friends.

Nine Things I should and Shouldnt have done (2011)

(1) Wanted to tailor made this dress for my birthday since year 2010 but unfornately I couldnt find suitable materials for it. *Two sighs for it * (Photo courtesy of google image)

(2)AArghhh!! Why she could never be part of me ? Two options to have it . First - Use up all the techniques you can to grab a " Rich Bf". Second - ITS TIME TO SAVE UP !!(Photo courtesy of google image) *3 sighs for it*

(3) Oh well Im almost 30 yr old and I still daydream about hving my own concert. I should actually plan one even thou i know it might annoy alot of ppl or there might wont be anyone who will attend. Actually  a super mini one could do *.* (Photo coursesy of justjaredjr) *one sigh for it*

(4) I should have at least watched one ghost / horror movie but I never have the courage to do so. What I can suggest to my friend is JUST take me to the cinema wout letting me know what I gona watch. Maybe thats the only chance that I could watch . *one sigh for it*

(5) LOL I dun even dare to mention it here. Well who wouldnt wana join if theres a chance right? I should have but guess Im too old for it. If Im 18......

(6) I shouldnt have gained TWO kgs as Im facing huge problem in reducing all these fats. I can only blame my appetite . Next time I should say SHUT UP  so that Ill stop eating.  (Image courtesy of thefreedomtoea)

(7) I shouldnt have complained , stressed and be unhappy with small minor thing. In new year hopefully Ill be a really cheerful and thankful girl . (photo courtesy google image)

(8) Sorry to friends or family that I been rude. Sometimes I just out of power and lose control . I know I did quarrel and scream alot sometimes. I will definitely be more tolerate in the coming year.

(9)I seldom do things to uglify myself. Everytim when I look at this pic , i will go OMG!! I shouldnt hv dressed up like this. *shyshy*

Rabbit Sheds Tears

Anthony Neely - San Chan de Yong Bao

In year 2011 Theres three songs that I shed tears almost everytime when I listen to them. This is the first song that made me cried. What were I thinking when I listened to this song?Well I was really lonely since early year till mid year as I seldom mix with friends ( well i do but i dun make it a daily routine) and most of the time Im in my sweet room playing with my soft toys and cuddling with my blanket. Sound lonely ya but I did enjoy it. This song expressed a guy's feeling whose gf is going to leave him. Guess I was so worried to be left alone and wondering when will be the last embrace that someone will give me. So emotional !!!!

Z-Chen Jing Yu Liang Yan

I fell in love with this song recently. What make this song so special? It reminds me of my past failed relationships. Either been hurt or I hurt others. Past is always past why should we look back? Well you never know those are the most precious experiences and values that you could ever learn . I may sound sad writing all these but Im looking forward for the next second as everyday is pretty for me. Falling section is just a smart part of your life coz theres always sunshine after rainy day. And I still smile no matter what happened

 Hafiz & Adira - Ombak Rindu (OST Ombak Rindu)

My Paling Favourite Song of Year 2011. Ombak Rindu - Both Movie & Soundtrack touched the deepest side of my heart. What had go wrong with the society nowadays? People aint not serious of all the relationship that we have and we are not religious enough. Mistakes been repeated again and again without any shame. We always give empty promises wout any awareness and realisation. Such a shame. Of course I am one of them. When can we stop making mistake? Well we do learn but are we really learning and practising it. Hopefully I will practise what ppl shared w me and what I had learned from year 2011 or previous year. Lets us work hard together.

Year 2011 I Tasted sweet, sour, bitter and spicy

Year 2011 I celebrate My Valentine at Manjaroo but unfortunately theres black out and couples REALLY enjoyed candle light dinner. Nice environment . I did enjoy it though it was kinda warm. For me Valentine is not just the celebration its also a day for you to show your real appreciation to your lover and show them how much you care.



First Time in Brunei I have been given chance to perform for " A sweet couple" wedding . Thanks to my Teacher Danny for giving us the chance. I really had a great time with my singing mate and hopefully theres more chances to come even though we hardly see each other nowadays and we kinda left out from our passion. 





First time to Bangkok. Though it was a business trip but I shopped since Morning till the shop closed. Well thats coz I was shopping for my boutique. Hope to back here to shop till my teeth drop .




Thanks LHH for giving such a wonderful memories since the second month I just started to work in Brunei. We been through so much. He was there being so supportive and never give up on me. I was really lucky to hv all hes supports and cares. Good Luck LHH for your future and smile always as I love the way u smile .





One of my " bitches" that always being so crazy and active. She grows alot since the first day I met her. Wish her good luck in her business.

Eahui Eahui Eahui. We knew each other since two years back but this year we been taking so much shots together and went out for plenty of " romantic" dates. A cheerful friend . I remember her first reaction when I told her that I might wana pursue my career in Singapore. She was so upset and even cried when she listened to "this song"(forgot the singer name and the song title but i do remember which one).

Vanny Vanny another lovely lady that I spend alot of time recently. Knew Vanny through a friend of mine and never really talk much to her but now we talk everything. Friendship is so magical. This moment you are stranger but the next stage you are sticky like glue but if you dun maintain well it will disappear even you try to hard to catch it.



I joined CV class in Nov and surprisingly thats the best weekend I ever had throughout the year. I cant say I changed tremendously after the class but I willing to know myself more through it. Do hope ill continue to grow in the coming new year and be a better me. so much more to learn about myself and of course you all.

7 years Friendship. Now we are located at different places but our heart is so bonded and well connected. Thinking of how we spent our everydays during uni, ups and downs that we been through. Time flies. Love you all as I always do.

My family is the biggest part of my life and of course same to you all. Wout them theres no me. They mould me. Every moment spend w them is the happiest time I ever have.