Happy Sunday my dear friends. Hows day been? CR been resting whole day with bunbun as I gona hv a super long day tomorrow till new year 12 pm and I am still recovering from my severe cough. I hv been reading Nick Vuijicic'w second book " UNSTOPPABLE" - a gift from a good friend and I have a super great time. Every time when i read, I have new awareness. Just a few seconds ago Nick asked this question in his book " If you sense that you may be overreacting to a bad situation, or if you overwhelmed and unable to cope, you should ask yourself, why is this hitting me so hard? am i reacting this way because of what is actually occurring, or am i reacting so strongly because of what has occurred in the past? "
This is definitely sth that I missed out. I always over reacting to particular situation and I really have difficulties in controlling and I really do not understand why this happen. Why I couldnt solve this and what happened to me actually? And just then, I got an answer. I started all my relationship base on romance and I definitely the only apple of my partner's eyes ( at the very beginning). I been treated so so well that I felt like im in heaven. Therefore when I did not get the attention I want and I felt Im not the only one, I started to act up. That's why I became so uncool.
I am so glad that now I have plenty of time to re define myself. I am my own attention and I definitely someone that create good values to the society and I do not need a partner to prove that I worth something. Of course deep in my heart, I wish there is someone that could share my happiness and awareness. However it doesnt matter if hes not yet appear because thats a bonus to me. My life is beautiful and lovely enough for me to say YES THIS IS IT!!! Today is my Best day!!
So any new year eve plan my friends? Hope you guys have a better year and definitely a happier year.
