The cup in your hands

Hello again to all my friends. I cant remember when was the last time I blogged. Guess that was few weeks ago i guess. Edited pictures but didnt manage to blog about it coz of my low energy. CuteRabbit been sick so frequently and I hope I will be a healthy bunny again. Hows week been everyone ? Lets see how was mine... 

Oh yeah I have been healing my emotional body and mind. I may not look like one but definitely I am learning to be a "healer" to myself instead of waiting someone to feed me with medicine. My constant awareness and my monkey minds were driving me crazy. Which is the right path and how to stick to my decision? Am I making the right decision? How I make the best decision? What do I really wan ? I have heaps of questions and I ask really alot which is good coz I am in the progress in searching myself. 

Then I started to focus on my breath... inhale.. exhale.. take it really slow. I started to talk to my heart. " Dun push yourself too harsh. Dun force yourself to accept . Just be yourself. Express your real feeling. There is no right and wrong. Stop holding on your illusion anymore. The only way to heal your wounds is through forgiveness. You have to forgive what you misunderstood, forgive what you think is right, and most important forgive yourself. Of course theres a scar but once the wound has healed, it won't hurt you any longer. Where does the scar come from? Its from yourself.... The only way to stay alive is to completely being myself, following my breath, conscious of my presence, and conscious of my thoughts and actions. Be aware and change. Out of power again? Its okay!! Be aware and change Again!! 

My friend shared : You just go one step at a time. If you fall, get up and get one step at a time. We will continue to make mistakes, be angry, get hurt, laugh, be in love... Because life is about all these challenges. However with high awareness and intention and high energy, we could make thing a little bit easier. Will I get hurt again and again? Well I duno !! But I know my heart is there being healthy and grateful.

I would like to dedicate this post to one my important friends. Life is all about choices. I may have said this plenty of time because this is the fact. Courage is all we need. The courage to face our weakness and the courage to tell the world we are the best. Stop focusing on one problem. We are created to stay alive and to created our own values. Bring out your best colors and let them shine!! Everyday is our best day. I am learning, you are learning , we all are learning. Lets hold each other hand together and walk this journey with an open heart and a cheerful spirit. 

Corliss's New Journey....

23rd September 2012 was Corliss and Royston wedding reception at Grand Park City Hall which is located at Cityhall.

May this be the beginning of a lifetime and love and happiness for the lovely couple...

Swan and Me getting ready for the wedding lunch. Self Cit Cat Time!!!

Mogu & Me....

Nice hotel!!!

Corliss & Royston been dated for almost 10 years before this special day while Swan & her bf been dating for 8 years... Amazing!! I also wonder how this can work ....Pei fu sifu meng 

Wishing you both a lifetime of happiness and smile as sweet as this picture...

Corliss did tell me whose this pretty lady but wuwuuw I forgot. Hi pretty!!

May all your life together be all you dreamed it would be...

I suppose to add another greeting message in this picture but I have to scold this remarkable dulu!!! Always appeared at the wrong timing!!!

Too bad Prissy couldn't join us for the wedding lunch & we missed you alot. 

The bride with her family and friends.

Two angels.... definitely Corliss's family member . Oh yeah.. Hi Corliss sis :D 

Hey my kawan!!!

Deng Deng Deng~~~ without this wonderful dad, there wont be Corliss and we wont be able to attend such a sweet wedding ceremony. Hi awesome uncle!!

The glue that holds each people together is love and definitely the sense of humor of this couple. 

Corliss with her beautiful friends...

Corliss is sososo ready to be a mom. Look at her!!!!

She is the legendary Xuan Xuan~~~

Im sure in few years time they will switch baju :p 

The cute little table gifts. I collected two sets :p 

Red color is CR favourite !!! 

The cake look so yummy but can only see no touch and eat wuwuuw

Look like Horney is ready to be a mom :D 

Specially from Horney lol 

I wan Iphone 5 !!!

So many wonderful moments make you this special day. As the wedding video been played, my tears dropped because I felt the efforts, commitment, compromising and love in both of you. 

Yummy!!! nice food and huge portion. Guess what CR managed to order a bowl of rice and I was so happy . Thanks to the hotel management hehehe

May your love continue to grow with each passing year. We all wish Corliss & Royston the best :)

Valerie & CuteRabbit :D She disliked me T_T

The wedding dinner started around 12 30 and ended around 3pm and we all had a great time coz we were so full. Thanks again to Corliss and Royston for the wonderful lunch and I am really glad that you both finally get married :D  Even tho I dun see you as much now but still miss u alot and stay healthy and energetic my dear friend :)) 

Good and Bad

My September started and ended beautifully. The main reason was because I had committed to myself that September will be a month full of love. I gona love fully and be the real me. Either you believe it or not , your life experience is in your hands and that only all good can come into your life because of the way you think. We have a choice, and whatever we choose to think will become our life experience. Guess what ! I even thought of my dream house before I slept because it is a beautiful dream and I want to end my day with the perfect and lovely thought. I believe by making your last thoughts a good one, you will absolutely have a good sleep. And I also believe that what I am thinking now is creating my future life. Then one day I will have my dream house :D 

Your thoughts are your seeds. If you plant happy seeds, the harvest you reap will definitely make you happy. Make your choice today. However I was kinda fall since few days ago but I am pretty sure that I gona be me again. Again this is definitely another time for me to think deep what I really wan.
Hows everyone's day ? Mine was fantastic and I had a super great jog. Wah first time i sweated so much " coz usually I am very nice to myself and make sure I wont get "hurt" from jogging hehehe. I suppose to post this after two posts ( should have blogged few weeks ago :p) but Eahui said must blog about her tonite so here I am :D

Yuhuuu!!! Finally I received this sweet gift . Guess who!! Eahui of kosi !! hiak hiak I have been bringing my charger around because my hello kitty external charger rosak already and when i was asking around for external charger coz really need it for my Saturday event. So inconvenient especially for a heavy hp user like me. Yay Yay Yay!! Guess what!! I just fully charged my power charger and I can use it tomorrow. yay yay yaya... gembiranya!!! I was so worried how am i gona take nice pictures for this coming Sat and Eahui just solved my problem. Thanks sweetie. I know that you are in bad mood recently and I am really sorry that I couldn't keep you company and didn't pick up ur phone coz I slept so early. Even I am here in Sg, I still love you so much like I used to and I really appreciate especially when you tell me how much u miss me :) I will see you real soon in just few weeks and I am sure you will have great time in Sg end of year. We gona take heaps of vids and pictures. With your power charger my phone will never die hehehe.
Stay happy Eahui and dun get upset luuuu.. Be good girl and you are surrounded by positive friends especially the one that care you most when I am not around. Muakzz and Good night. 

Bond of Trust

Happy Friday to my dear friends. CuteRabbit is home blogging because I had a mightnite shift. Even I am extremely exhausted now due to my "cant sleepness" I would like to share what I am awared recently. So much to blog but been busy with activities . 

Last weekend CR had a deeper understanding of trust and surprisingly I thought I trust my environment but I don't totally. Trust in an energy.With it, we expand energy. When we have no trust, we live in fear, insecurity and doubts. Therefore we try to control everything and use our own beliefs to make sure everything on track. This is the time we drain ourselves. Trust is not about others, its about ourselves. With trust, we free others and of course ourselves. When we trust our environment, we grow and expand even more. 

When we are in love, we have total trust. Because we trust the person that he or she can be the best he/she can be. And of course, when theres love, theres no fear. 

If you know about my illusion as I stated in one of my posts, you will definitely know how much I care about my relationship with my partner as in boyfriend for the past 10 years and I learn alot from my past relationships which is good. However when come to friendship, I dun really face challenges. Reason is because I am good in "eliminate" and filter friends. Well it might sound good because I keep ppl that say words i wan to hear in my environment and I dun take challenge in my friendship. Whenever there is challenges, i sure cabut very fast. You will definitely hear me saying this " oh well, I dun really need so many friends, one or two is enough. Arguments with close friends? Well, let it be and continue my life. Theres nothing pretty much that I can do about it" 

This lady came to me and taught me a great lesson of trust & courage. You have no idea how your best friend could be a live lesson to you. The way she showed up opened my eyes and heart. I always do deep talk and dyad with my cv mates but am I really practising in my daily life ? Am I living with the tools I learned? This lady showed me how precious a friendship is and how fragile it could and how special it is. This is definitely not the first time we face challenge in our friendship but she took the courage to confront and really go deep. She touched my heart and I see friendship in a different level. Its love.... a strong feeling that it empowers me, a strong feeling that making me up at this time to express how i feel, a strong feeling that I am telling myself " I am ready to go through this friendship with you no matter how much challenges we will face because you shine and friendship is awesome". 

My friendship with most friends are good because I keep the good part and push away the negative side. Honestly till now, I havent really handle a challenge in my friendship because I don't let it to happen. This lady proves to me that challenge make your friendship grow and I feel shes part of my family. Oh man !! I never feel this before. Im like falling in love once again with myself and her. 

You are indeed an awared, beautiful and a growing lady. Thanks for such a precious lesson I learned from you. 

Cheers to all friendship~~ Trust may sound simple and logical but its not easy. It is a progress. Do not give up on it, keep going to trust. Trust with discernment !! If we are aligned with our environment, then that will be an almost perfect relationship. Whatever the mistake, we could tune it. 

Happening in MINT

Riders Cafe Singapore

Rider's Cafe which is located at the heart of Bukit Timah is one of the unique restaurant as you can view the greenery scene with horses and the air is super fresh.  

First of all, I would like to say Thanks to Adrian for bringing us to this lovely cafe for heavy brunch. 

CR used to see lots of horses in Jerudong Brunei and this reminded me of the place I used to stay. Memories....

Lots and lots of activities are provided by Riders Cafe

Cosy place for family, friends, colleagues and couples for a peaceful meal.

I ordered a glass of fresh orange juice 

YS's coffee for brekky and she was dizzy after this cup :p 

Smoked salmon & creamed eggs , avocado on turkish pide

Blackstone Benedict with Bacon & tomatoes , poached egg & hollandaise on rustic sourdough

 BEN & JERRY'S at DEMPSEY HILL SINGAPORE

CuteRabbit first time tasted ice cream from Ben & Jerry's and Im pretty sure you know I felt !!! Awesome man !!!

Ok i have to admit this post kinda boring coz i duno what else to write about it but I did have great time at this interesting desserts and definitely my colleagues.Really appreciate the time we spent and the effort we  made for our company.  Sakai CuteRabbit never been here before - Dempsey Hill Singapore and I would love to have fine dining here one day yuhuuu!!