The last month

In four days time, it will be my last month in this lion city, Singapore. I dun really have much work to do beside supporting my colleagues in the office. Therefore I am quite free and this is the best time for me to enjoy the moment with my close friends. I used to be so busy and now things change but Im glad that I really enjoying the moment except sometimes it can be bored but im thankful for given the chance to stay present and feel my friends' energy. It is really wonderful to see my colleagues everyday and talk and share with them. You guys really make my day. I will definitely miss you all. I spend most of time with my colleagues and they are definitely my super close friends. 

At the same time, Tony is away for his learning journey which I am really happy for him. My "more free time" making me miss him even more. This is really a special feeling.. I don't feel upset not having him around but it makes me even more sure that he is the one. I cant wait to see him in few days time as we always have great time together. I am missing his smile right now. He is such a happy man and he empowers me alot. He is a serious man of course so i kinda pity him sometimes for being "bullied" by me with all the "little girl" thingy.. such as to understand why I am so in love with bun bun and bon bon and now dumbum ; why i must hv my blanket with me everywhere I sleep; why I must control my diet; why i hv to put on my fake eyelashes; why i can eat like a tiger; why i can don't eat brekky and dinner...Well of course we have deep talk about our past, present and future. 

I am really thankful for this relationship as it includes everything... emotionally... mentally... spiritually and physically...I am glad that I discover the main objective in my life. To create love with the special one and spread our love to the others... 

CR's Relationship

Today CR would like to talk about her current relationship. Yes I am in a long distance relationship which is really amazing. I used to feel so upset and lost in most of my relationship and I tried so hard to look deeper in me and tried to "put on " values I learned from classes and "forcing" myself to practice it. From this relationship, then only I realize, you dun have to practice to be the perfect partner. When you are dating the right one, the empower one, you will be the best you can because you are "holding" the most precious gift in the world. You wouldn't hurt your treasure or lost it because its the best. I changed lot ever since I started to date with Tony .. Well change is the only constant..I am not changing to please my partner but I am changing to be the best I can be for our relationship and for our future. When you are ready for your relationship and your partner, there is no rule or force to be yourself.. everything flow and even challenges come, you will switch to violet and embrace everything. 

Through us, I learn mind control and erase habit of worry because our intention is to live a more purposeful and rewarding life. Constant communicating is our first key to be so connected everyday. We never fail to align everyday, share our appreciation list and pray everyday... And I know we will always practice it ... We both believe in affirmation. 

Its a blessing that we both have mastered the art of loving ourself before we decided to commit in our relationship. We didnt start our relationship base on romance or loneliness. We learn to connect as a friends as friendship is the greatest form of love. We believe that only when you opened your own heart then you can touch the hearts of others. We touch each others heart and its time for us to touch more lives together. 

However after we decided to be one, we are no longer just each other's friends, we are each other's first priority. We believe that without putting each other as the first, we couldn't have a committed relationship. our bonding is so strong that we are able to respect and love our family, care our siblings, share more love to our friends and colleagues. We have to make sure that our love is over flow that we could nurture our children properly and let them feel as much love as they can. 

Words are definitely not enough in maintaining our relationship. Therefore, its very important on how we show up not only to each other but also to our friends. We have to be so aware of the environment we are in and friends that we mix. We share everything and learning to connect as deeply as possible. 

Dating is sweet and life time companion is a commitment. At this point, I am very sure that I am ready for the commitment and I am willing to be the best I can be. 

Most important is that we have to be aware that theres no mistakes in life, only lessons. There is no such thing as a negative experience, only opportunities to grow, learn and advance along the road of self mastery. From struggle comes strength. Even pain can bee a wonderful teacher. 

Singapore Zoo 2013

First of all, CR would like to thanks Zua for inviting us to the Singapore Zoo. It was a great outing as I always love to hang out with my besties.. no matter where is it. I just feel awesome to hv such great time with my best friends. So here we are... so paiseh zua we even doubted you for bringing to the wrong bus.. surprisingly the bus we took stopped us right infront of the zoo.... yuhuuu

I already been in SG for a year plus and never been here. so sakai mode. Actually theres so much more places in SG I hvt been to .. its okay.. hopefully im able to experience as much as I can before I leave Sg or anyway im sure theres chance in future. 

As usual, when i look at this cute tiger jacket, I wana take pic of it or with him. The guy in charged was being so nice to offer me the whole thing :p So I wore it and took a pic tho its been worn by thousands ppl probably :p  is okay la :p

What I saw most in SG Zoo? !! Ang Gao!! wuiseh.. everywhere also ang gao.. got long tail got no nail got like apple face, got like human face, got pampered one, got ugly one got hami type also got...

Posted the below pic then Tony asked why we bent our knees... Actually I also duno why oh. Why ah !!
Anyway i think this is a good group photos of us heheh

See another ang gao.

 SG zoo has many animals and u know by using phone camera I cant really take nice pictures of them. Therefore I cincai took some only. Im sure u all can imagine what animals can be seen there hehe

Four of us did have so much . As i said, its not about the place but the quality moment I had with my bestie. Frankly speaking, I dun really agree of the zoo concept as every animals deserves to be free. I was kinda upset looking at how animals been caged and how much freedom they lost. Well of course, it is a good place to protect them from dangers as so many animals out there been killed or slaughtered. Again, we human really need to be more awared of the living animals that are still alive. We have to treasure and appreciate them.

We all belong to the mother earth and so do them. They deserve to have their own freedom too. We should respect and show our compassion. 

Mostly is here for kai kia and jia jia.. Well at least I took pictures w them :p We didnt manage to see them as its at the other area which we had to pay to enter. Next time hao le hehehe

Too Good To be True

Good Morning my beautiful friends. I love waking up with a positive energy knowing that Today is The Best Best Day! Im thankful that my parents are eating well and fit while I was skyping them and Im glad that I woke up thinking of my partner. I couldn't say enough thanks for having such a beautiful life. Well, is it perfect? Is it happiness all the time ? Is it no cries? I have to be honest, life is sucks sometimes and we fall. However to me, they are all good. What comes , I embrace. What happen, I smile. I believe God has His plan for me and I just need to keep moving and enjoy every moment that have been planned for me. 

Choices are meant to make. So I make choices. Choices that make me a better me. Do not ask am i doing the right thing! Do not judge am I making the right decision! Because I only do things I think its right and worth to give it a try. Live no regrets and have faith and be committed. Live with love and no fear. 

When I chose to be real happy and be thankful and believe God is always there, My life changed totally. I have committed to myself to be in love with myself first and believe in miracle. Then I found my true one. Then I am committed to my life values. Firstly to be a vegetarian with compassion and an authentic heart. Easy? No!! But I put faith in action. I believe in me and I know I can do it. Just by keep believing and keep moving and keep doing the right things. 

Another beautiful. Im leaving my room soon to work and guess what another 105 L of water to carry. Good exercise :p Enjoy your day everyone. Hugsss

Your perfect smile

And Yes, CR is in love with a super wonderful man and we are both committed to our relationship. This is really an amazing moment in my life. We both are so aligned and we respect and honor each other. Love is all about simplicity. When you feel it, you feel everything. We do not do much crazy or romantic things together but things that we do together make me feel romantic and crazy and happy and fun and everything...

I never imagine myself having a holiday in Colombo , Sri lanka and we did spend our first holiday ( business trip for Tony) there. It was a beautiful trip and we both will definitely go back to the city to feel the lovely environment and enjoy the sea view as well as the fresh air. I was there when Sg was facing terrible haze and i was really thankful to be able to breathe in such "sweet" hair from this lovely country. 

You know, Belt 36 at T2 Changi Airport has always been the area I waited for my man with excitement. This time is different as we gona fly together for the first time. Such a wonderful "first". Our flight was around 1255am and we landed colombo at 3am in the morning if im not mistaken. Its been a while since this trip and I always been busy "dating" on the phone :p or hanging out w my friends :p This week is a good week for me to stay home as I am sick. Thats what my mom.. I w ill only stay in my room when Im either sick or super tire and yeap shes right :D 

Surprisingly... Colombo is such a beautiful city and I totally like it... its really so different from things I heard and I had to be honest that I judge it alot... It impressed at the end..

I was having a relaxing afternoon while Tony was doing his work so I went out to spend sometime with a goose that I originally thought it was a swan. Thats quite embarrassing as i already posted in on my instagram :p I fed the goose and ended up bitten by it ..ouch ..it was really hurt. I also took picture with the "pond keeper". One of the keepers couldn't hear properly i think.. so he was communicating with sign language. He was really nice for allowing me to feed the fish and the goose that bit me. 

We had a good time touring around the area and had some shopping. You know, we are quite disappointed for the first few stops as we couldn't see anything we like and places we went too "modern". Luckily we stopped by a place that I dun even remember the name and we bought dresses and clothes that we liked. yippiiieee... It was really fun shopping w Tony because i love seeing his smile and feel his energy when we r together...

As usual, I must get a local dress and put on it for dinner . I was so confident that I could conquer this dress but ended up we seek help from the hotel manager. hoho. she dressed me up for about 20 mins i suppose :p So its really not easy to wear a saree... but i like it... I am very sure that next time I will still need help for this saree :p

We both love fruits so we always have so much fruits for our brekky. Look at my man.. so focusing in replying his whatsapp ..

Tony loved Indian traditional wear and he was so happy me wearing it :p

I am really blessed to be in such an empower relationship. and even happier that Tony got a hat :p I like that hat tho :p After the trip we went back to Brunei and I tell you, it was one of the best time I had in Brunei. I didnt go anyway but just stay at home and I felt superb. Love is where your home is. 

My childhood favorite and yuhuuuu I got it

One of the best ladies I ever met... Even tho we just spent time w each other for about 5 days, I felt so much for her and so close that my heart was so upset when I flew back to singapore. I love the way she talked to me and looked at me and touched my hands. When i twisted my foot, she massaged for me and I felt so warm...And this amazing lady... give birth to an amazing man that makes me feel so amazing...

I am always happy when Tony is around. In fact even when hes not, im still happy too. Because this relo doesn't make me sad, but it empowers me. When we are apart, i learn about appreciation even more. That make us treasure the moment we have for each other.

FYI, CR made a huge decision that is out of my comfort zone. I was having so much fear till I have no more fear. Everything happens for a reason. We couldn't make sure our life is as smooth as tofu. But we can guarantee a happy life if we willing to take things easily and see challenge as an opportunity.

Say a little prayer

CR say a little prayer to hope that one day mom could accept who I really am and love me as who I am. Every child wishes to see her mom's laughs all the time and spend time with her and her half. I always visualize mom holding my future baby and smiling at me telling me how proud she is. I always tell my friends that I do not want to be like her and I am proud to look like my dad. I complain lot about my mom because I do not agree with some of her thinking and teaching. However i will never forget the tears stream down on her face when I upset her ... I promised you that I will learn from my mistake .. thats why I grow and be a better me so that I can tell her that I am a grown up girl and I make decision from my heart. I want the best for myself too and I am really happy with my life. Im sure one day mom can accept my decision. I strongly believe God will guide me to the right path. 

Today is definitely a super relaxing day for CR and I really enjoy it. Its always great to have some time to reflect about our own life and to be even more prepared for the new journey. 

Last weekend we celebrated Pris birthday. It was mini yet warm. 

Watching sunset with important friends is definitely one of my wish and too bad we didnt manage to watch it at the so call sunset bay at East coast but still we had a great time.

 And few months back we celebrated Swan's birthday at the best restaurant at Ho Chi Minh. The food made me so wowoowo and I wish to dine in this restaurant if I have the chance in future. 

We were so glad that Swan had a great time with us. Its always so fun with a group of nice and friendly team. Its sad to know that we are going to bee apart soon but it is really a pleasure to know you and the team.

See I really like this restaurant that I visited again with Cevia.This time is kinda different feel as it was an afternoon. Still it didn't disappoint me.

Wana blog even more but i kinda hungry now. I didn't really do much today but craving for food hehehe. So have a great evening and hugsss