CR Loves Blueee

Good Morning Avionee~~~ How was your last nite ? Mine was not bad and I did have a really great time with a good companion. Day was soso but failed 60% as I complained alot. Today Rabbit shouldnt complain as much and I have to be awared that everyday is a wonderful day and I should be thankful for it. Life is always beautiful but sometimes we ask for too much.
Guess what!!! CR got her new hp cover that shes been longing for sooo long. Isnt it cuteee... Me sososo happy and happy and of course happy again. Thanks to "Mr Fish" for this cute cover. Adorable!!! Yer.... I cant stop touching this little blueee thing...

CR better back to work now coz its almost 8am hehe... Past few weeks or months I could say, wasnt really that perfect  as theres alot of things that staying in my mind. I can really feel how upset I am as I started to lost my appetite. That is serious man. However Ill try to look at the beautiful side and learn how to love every single person around me and enjoy my every second moment. I think I neglect one thing. I always thought theres always time... lets escape a while.. tomorrow things will be alright. What if today is the last day ? What if theres no tomorrow? Will I live in a regret? Or will you live in regret ? Whats the thing that you wana do most today wout any hesitation? Whats the words that you  wana express? Who do you wana spend your time with at this moment? Whose mean the most to u at this moment ? what do you wana wait for ? Dont you wana pour out all your feeling?
Thats another homework to CR and to you all. Have a fantastic day everyone. CR love u all

Rabbit tiny little vision

Its never easy to start a relationship and definitely to maintain it and of course to end it. Never an EASY in it. Sometimes Rabbit starts to question herself why is all this so hard. Why human being make thing difficult and complicated. Cant we be joyful everyday ? Just last Thursday I realised thats coz we are not focusing on ourself. We always focus on others and yet blame others for bringing sadness to us. Life will definitely be easier and simple if we CHOOSE to be happy. This is for sure a tough learning progress. However you will have a good ending if you found a partner whose willing to grow with you and never give up on you. Guess what !! Rabbit also has her own vision of life. hehe . kinda shy to share but I learned courage since last Thursday. So I decided to write about it. I always think vision must be something really big and meaningful tts why I always feel shy to share mine.

*Sorry to interrupt* I stopped the first paragraph around 530pm after 3 hours when i wana continue I hesitate. lol nxt time I should have finish my post "sekaligus" . Anyway I still can continue but just not so in the mood :p

Ok lets continue whats CR vision.

I think most of my time, Ive been seeking for a soul mate/life long companion whom I can share my life and dream with. I hope this special person will appear in my life then we can build our home together with love . Every morning, we will have a quick talk on bed  just like my parents. We can have breakfast together but sometimes we spend brekky time with own colleagues. However a good bye kiss and hug is a must before we go for work.Dinner time not necessary to be together coz we should spend more time with our own friends. But he must read CR bed time story :p before she sleeps. Imagine CR blogging while her partner is doing his work too *sweet* Sunday is definitely a must to spend time together for better bonding. Umm maybe can go for a walk, watch movie at home or read book or even journal together or diad :D Sometimes we will join volunteer activities together ^.^ Of course I hope we could go courses together at least once a year. Isnt it a lovely and perfect life.

To me partner is not only a companion but he is also someone that could empower you, support you, cherish you and lift you up. Hes attendance is to grow old physically and spiritually with you. However this seems like a task to CR. Take time :p

Btw for interested applicants please do feel free to submit your CV and also your bank book LOL

Awesome Monday

Happy Monday Everyone!! CuteRabbit is back to blog :D Eh eh eh eh ... I wasnt lazy or "three minutes heat" in blogging.  I had an amazing weekend with wonderful people AGAIN!! wowowo think of it it was another 3M Moments. I learned whats joyful... its so different from surface happiness. wonderful is all I can say. I really love every single one of you. Lets see what had happened since this morning because rabbit wana say thank you ^.^
(1) Thanks to CuteRabbit whose always being so beautiful n sweet. Wout u my life wouldnt be so perfect :p
(2) Today I woke up by Sabrina's and Jun Jun's laughter. How wonderful a day can be when we start it with laughter.
(3) I watched cartoon with Brandon, Jun Jun & Yan and I felt so warm . Its been ages I watch tv program at home. I miss that feeling so much. Thanks to these wonderful friends.
(4) Thanks to my colleagues that willing to hear my sharing and complains as well :p Special thanks to Tay, Eilane, Yong, Tiong, Zaini, Lawrence and definitely Su ee .  NOTE ( I love all my colleagues even I dun mention ur name here coz the special thanks are for friends that I interact today :p )
(5) Thanks to Rano for chatting and whatsapping with me :p
(6) Thanks to my Nissan for behaving well so that I can drive you to work safely.
(7) Thanks to lulu for always asking how I am doing and I dun even have to talk much you already know how I am doing lately. You are just amazing
(8) Thanks to Joe san for always there for me no matter Im up and down. Miss u joe san

Thank you Thank you Thank you to everyone that always be there for me to cheer me up ... CuteRabbit is a Happy Rabbit today :D:D:D:D:D

Happy National Day to all Bruneian :)

Today is public holiday coz theres an important celebration in the country - National Day :D A huge event that 7700 were involved in the event. You can see 7 thousands plus people marching towards the field. Great job to all of u coz i know its not easy for all the rehearsal and definitely not easy under the hot sun. Im thankful that I had been given the opportunity to be in the VIP area to enjoy the whole event (sound bit funny coz I should be sleeping at home :p) Actually its really a tiring day as I woke up around 5am then rush to my photo shooting for CuteRabbitLand Of course. Ill definitely post all the pics once they have been edited hehehe.

I know I gona have a great weekend again!! Rabbit gona on leave start tomorrow . yuhuu !! well half yuhuu coz i took unpaid leave but more yuhuu coz its another awesome weekend. I have been longing for this weekend. My performance and energy were really down these few days . I can tell u I was really lost and I had so much fear and doubts.  Whats going on with me ? Well just then I had a huge awareness ..... I forgot to focus on myself. I forgot about my passion. I forgot about my vision and I forgot about self love. I've been thinking about things that I believe and thing that I think I'm right. Is that really important if Im right ? No it is not at all. Its all about happiness. I have the choice to be happy. why should I choose to doubt and dear. I wasnt happy at all. I've been crying whole night long yesterday coz of myself. Its not anyone that upset me. Its me myself. I should make my own choices and Im the decision maker. Tough homework for sure. But I know I can make it :)

Good night everyone and hope you all have a great day. Enjoy your work tomorrow.

Truthful to oneself

Sometimes you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and who you want to be. Why is it important to think? I could have just passed by everyday without thinking and thinking. I think alot. Not that I wan to but things that happen around require lots of thinking. Today I realize that no matter how hard I persuade myself or no matter how much times I give to myself, there's some behaviors that I really can't tolerate. I have decided to back off . You know I feel so unwanted sometimes and I must get rid of this thought immediately. It is a challenging moment for sure.

My energy been affected so badly whenever I think about it. That's why I need a distance . It's not any parties fault when it comes to a problem. It's just that everyone has different direction and way to react. I thought through talking & sharing , things will turn better ( is that call expectation? ) but everything back to square one again. 

I think the most fundamental part to build up a relationship is being truthful of yourself . Uncertainty definitely kill everything. It kills me already.

By the way, happiness is a choice, not a result. Nothing will make you happy until you choose to be happy.

Funny Videos to share

CuteRabbit is recently studying this interesting products. Wait!! its not the products that attract my attention. Its actually the advertisement lol Coz of my tight schedule, till now I cant spare quality time really study it so guess by watching the videos ill have a basic knowledge. Hope you all enjoy it . Oh yeah in case you wana know more about this product, u may contact me  via +6738739125. Sound like im promoting my product :p oh well u know this is part of my job. Hopefully I learn more about this interesting product with interesting clip :p

A Run away from work

Guess what!! CuteRabbit cabut so fast from work today (as in Tuesday :p) . Now I feel guilty but really wana stay away for just an evening to have my own time. Been busy for work (I think few days only) & that tiring me. Honestly working is important but still own time means more. I had a really tiring and full day - emotionally and physically. As usual, I chose to keep distance from the root of  problems . Hopefully that I could have a peace of mind and think properly. Im not sure if thats a good idea but at least I feel comfortable and that can really provide me a space to think .

Its been sometimes I have a proper meal at Fluer De Lys , kiulap Brunei Darussalam. The food is not bad but oh well u know... Only today I knew that yong likes food at Fluer De Lys. He was so excited when we just reached but he wasnt satisfied with the food. It could be better :p

I didnt manage to get the name for each food coz I was so tired and I cant really think well. My mind was " i wana go home now!! I wana go home now !! " I really such a lazy rabbit and get tired so easily. hehehe  I slept immediately right after i reached my warm small room. Thats why Im awake now blogging . I used to blog in the morning but I have no time now :( Tried to sleep back but I cant :( Please share bedtime story with CuteRabbit hehhehe. Im sure u all must be having a good sleep now. Sleep tight and sweet dream. Please proceed to CuteRabbitLand gate 5 (this sound familiar. Someone did tell me LOL).

P comes before M

Sundays in Brunei are never boring!!As usual Rabbit has fantastic Sunday. Its always the perfect day for me to spend quality time with my friends. Even a simple brekky and a short walk at the mall could bring two of u closer. Of course you have to do it consistently. 

  Rabbit will not forget her "self taken" picture everytime she goes out.

Brandon & Rabbit had a quick brekky at Country Patch (Times SQuare)

Ok. Lets not talk about the menu. Do u notice rabbit's right arm ? Red doootss!!! Arghh!! Alergic  time T_T

Set Meal A

I like how they present the menu.

In case your kids are not filling from the food, you may buy some junk food :p

This is definitely a good place for parents to bring their kids for brekky.

After brekky, brandon wanted to have a DQ hotdog. Its so nice to be young.

Actually I wanted to have the hotdog but I really dun wana be fat rabbit.

Rabbit had a relaxing afternoon at home then had movie at Empire Cinema.

This view was from VIP seat. Spacious of course coz it costs B$ 20!!!!!

I rated my last Sunday 8/10 till this morning it became 2/10. I had a bad sleep and definitely bad dream. I cant remember what did I dream but when I woke up my energy level was so low that I wana cry so much. So many things appear in my mind. I started to doubt about myself especially my choices. Can you imagine how bad my dream was? But after awhile I managed to switch my energy to 10 then me happy rabbit again. Sometimes its not about the problems that we are facing but its how we face it. Everyone has their own problems and its not always THAT bad. We are consider really lucky compare to those unfortunate. I might have some doubts about myself but as long as Im willing to change then Im sure everything will be just fine. Hows your day ? Hope its as good as CuteRabbit's day :)) Good nite everyone. Have a pleasant sleep!

Strung out

Happy Saturday Avioneeeeee !!!! Yuhuuu I wish I could skip today coz Sunday is coming soon !! Its just tomorrow. My Sundays always awesome coz not only its relaxing, quality but there's a you. Today I stayed in bed till 7am wah!! unbelievably late. Just wana spend more time with my blanket and bed hehe Surprisingly I wasn't late to work and the traffic was as smooth as the soya bean i drink everyday. As usual I have soya bean for my brekky. Nicey. Sound like Im in a good mood. Exactly!!! coz i had a very relaxing last evening. Had movies marathon. I watched Descendants & Safe House continuously. Not surprised that I falled asleep while watching Safe House. Descendants - I watched it w Soph & Rano . Guess what was in our mind  half way of the movie? " HOw long is the movie" "When it gona end" LOL. See ~~~ I almost falled asleep but didnt . from the way I sat u can tell how much i rate the movie :p Safe House is definitely better than Descendants tho I missed quite some parts :p Overall, I did have a good evening.
You know I do lots of thinking everyday. Not coz Im too free to think but I wana be true to myself. I know sometimes I dun share (immediately) how I feel coz I always assume that thats a small issue and after a while ill just forget about & of course Im worried that Ill be judged. In fact thats a wrong perspective . Why would I worry that Ill lost a friendship or relationship just because I being myself and share how I feel? Me thinking am I struggling coz I wana be a better me ? Definitely not!! Its a life process. This is how we grow. Till now theres still no alignment in some of my relationship (friendship, family and of course partnership) . Dun give up!! Just work hard together and Im sure theres always a way. We learn from each other every single day :)

Sweet Drug

Rabbit gona write sth "a bit" cheesy. Reason coz Im bored and Im listening to Boyce Avenue ~Because of you . Its easy for rabbit to fall in love but of course not to everyone . Normally happen every few years :p lol sound like so not committed. Guess what rabbit feels and acts when she has special feeling on someone.
(1)When I started to have feeling on someone, I seldom say No to all hes invitation. Cakap saja I terus qiong. Btw to other guys, dun get offended if i say No :p Sometimes rabbit just tire :p
(2)I replied hes message definitely quick. Even when I shower, Ill still bring my hp in so that I wont miss hes messages.
(3) When I receive a phone call from him, my heart beats faster *shyshy*
(4) I like to stare at him hopefully he will smile at me. That smile definitely could melt my heart
(5) Im quite a talkative gal but If I like you I dun mind dun talk for long time as long as your beside me
(6) I never get bored with him beside me. That feeling is absolutely warm.
(7) Hes definitely in my mind before I sleep and when Im awake.
(8) I even can stare at my screen to see if he gona watsapp me . sound like a stalker. ya I stalk alot btw :p I can even browse thro all hes pictures in fb for more than 3 times ( its alot eh imagine we uploaded so much pictures in fb)

Well theres more sign of course but me lazy to thik of it but lastly Ill definitely say "Up to you" alot. You know I can make huge decision just coz of that strong feeling. Well dun judge me on that. Im not impulsive or love make me blind but Im willing to fight for my feeling and what I believe in . I always believe that I could make thing right and Ill try my 100% to fight for it ( not really that aggresive la :p) Coz I dont wish to have " regret" in my life.

Have a wonderful evening everyone :))

WASSUPPP!!!

This is what I suppose to start my entry with : WASSUP AVIONEEEE !!! HOWS UR DAY!!! Say HIGHHHH and HIGHGGGGGG. Me always energetic early in the morning. 

But now this is how i gona  start my intro : hows day ?  brekky ? (no capital letter lagi) so soon my batt level drop. Actually its not about my physical energy level but its more to my personal thoughts. I took a step back coz I wana create more space probably to u or me. Ended up upset myself. dislike dislike dislike x x x x   Anyway Thanks to Wendy , owner of Lawa Lawa Boutique for allowing me and my team to photo shoot at her boutique. Heres are the "non-professional" photos from CuteRabbit personal Iphone lol

Where can you find this ? Very easy!! Lawa Lawa is located at Batu Besurat behind Happy Star building, beside Shikai Restaurant.

You know I have so many sweet poses in this outfit *shyshy* Ill upload more rabbit pics once they are ready.

Definitely couldnt miss out Eahui for all my photoshooting hehehe

Get to know ting from yong. Young is alwyas good. Isnt she sweet?

So what  you all waiting for ? Visit Lawa Lawa to fill up your wardrobe :D Have a nice day ahead ^.^

28th Special National Day by Royal Brunei Catering

Yuhhuu Brunei National Day is coming soon. Its next Thursday :D Im sure most of us already have plan for the public holiday. Guess what !! Royal Brunei Catering has promotion ( ala Carte Menu & buffet lunch& dinner from 20th until 25th Feb)  at both Season , Gadong and Aiport RBC Restaurant.FYI Buffet lunch B$19 ( adult ) ; B$11 Child & Buffet dinner B$26 (Adult) & B$13 Child.
Lets see whats in the ala Carte Menu.

RBC promotes mostly local cuisine coz its National Day . This is Deef fried Seabass Liking (Deep fried seabass Liking served with steamed rice and sambal bamgangan) B$ 9.90

Sayur Nangka dengan Udang ( Young Jack Fruit cooked with coconut and prawn) B$ 12.90

Im pretty sure most of us like the atmosphere at Season.

This is the Nasi Goreng Belutak ( Fried Rice with local sausage served with Deep Fried Chicken and crackers) B$ 9.90

Pakis - One of my top top favorite. Actually baby pakis baru my Number 1 fave vege hehe

Ikan Berebus Brunei (Simmer Seabass with local spiced served with steamed rice and hot and spicy manggo sambal) B$12.90 . Aiks now only I remember I forgot to try the sambal . umm did i ? I was too filling thats why didnt eat much. Kisi wa

For desserts you will have Bambangan Mousse ( Bambangan Mousse served with fruits and sauce) B$4.90. The biscuit is absolutely tasty but I dun really like the taste of bambangan :p whats bambangan btw? I google it and still duno what it is hehe but this is a yummy cake coz I tried the bottom part :p

Cream of Kembayau Soup B$ 4.90 ( Cream of wild local fruit soup served with crostini)

Mr. Rosli Che Aman ( Sous chef) is explaining each dishes in details.

Lastly Happy National Day to everyone. Its not just about the day itself. Its a memorable day where the country is independent. We needa be thankful to stay in this peaceful and happy land. Be grateful and love the country.

A Thousand Years

One step closer when we are brave. A step further when we afraid to fall. Again rabbit think alot when listening to this song. Its not about the cheesy part of the lyrics or movies. Just a quote that make me thing.  I always "assume" that I'm brave in most aspect in my life. I dare to love & I'm willing to face all the obstacles as long as thats my choices. However recently (not really recently:p its been quite sometimes), I realized my so call "courage" is so short that it lasts for few years or even shorter. I claim that I am always ready to encounter all obstacles but in fact me a coward. I have so much fears. My decision proves how afraid I am to fall. I always willing to take my very first step but then I disappointing myself. Give a thought of it, we were so brave back then especially when we were still in high school but when we get older, we think more, we set rules and regulations or we build our wall to protect ourselves any possible weapons. Isn't that funny ? We should be stronger and braver when we grow older but its the other way round. We definitely need to do more thinking . Gambateh to all my friends :))

"Walking" Rabbit

Rabbit is awake now !!!!! Ive been like zombie for the past two days. I think Im getting older and older. Just two nights wout proper resting then not only me low batt but battery "chu you". Thats really terrible. I bet Ill have more restless nights in future. Better grab every single opportunity to rest LOL. Hows everyone Valentine ? Mine was not bad except tiring. I almost falled asleep when I was driving back home by highway. So sick of driving all the time. So anyone wana be my driver please drop a message or contact me via Whatsapp coz Im a frequent user :p After 11 years, finally I dun "officially" celebrate Valentine. Is that a good news? Well its not a bad news. I got few presents from sweet colleagues. Guess what !! I received a small present when I just reached office and my first expression what WTF!!!! no name lagi. I was freaked out. o ya for your info, I get freaked out when I received gift from someone I dun like or duno (unless u gave a really good reason). Its a lipstick. I tot there might be poison :p kinda ignored it till my HRM be tahan then asked if i like my gift then only i felt released :p Apart from that  thanks to friends who blessed me too :)) 
For duno what reason, rabbit kinda "low" mood these few days. Maybe battery always not full ? hehehe Im very sure today Ill be fully charged. Ive been napping since 6pm though it wasnt a good one . Maybe thats not my proper sleeping time. But after this rabbit will be back to her cuterabbitland :p 
So good night everyone . HOpe you all have a lovely and pleasant sleep. Stay happy and everyday is your best day :)

Happy Valentine 2012

Happy Valentine to all friends who celebrate :)) I bet u all must have spent alot on this day hehe. Rabbit is not celebrating this year. First I dun hv a valentine. Second I needa work tonite. Again !!! Oh well good tho at least I have companion. Why I sound so desperate lol. me not . Kinda enjoy this year valentine tho coz I got a surprise lipstick from my lovely colleague. At first I thought from secret admirer which freaked me out then only she told me it was her. lol . Guess what!! Times Hotel has a cool function room with dining table and karaoke. I gona spend my valentine here again.

FYI the food is really delicious. Anyone can suggest a better word than delicious/delicate ? so sien always use these two words. so hard to convince reader how yummy the food is hahahahha

A good news - Rabbit baby plant is growing teehee. so pleased when i saw it. Be good my dear :))

Today I realise that not only i use rear view mirror to check on my make up, I do this everyday. Oh Gosh!! Thats dangerous. Somemore took pic lagi :p Anyway Enjoy your night everyone. Valentine is not about everything. Its just a celebration. Its ok if your partner dun do what you expect. To me surprises do not depend on how much your partner does, its actually proportional to your expectation. It doesnt mean that no expectation . Of course you do especially when you love someone. Actually I dun really agree with no expectation with someone u hv feeling with. How to have no expectation. If i have no expectation it means I have no feeling on u. Right ? Its ok to have expectation but not too much. We need balance in our relationship. It will never be perfect. Relationship will never start if we have too much consideration & definitely wont work if we are not willing  to " talk" when dating & absolutely fail if theres no commitment. This is a long process. It wont stop at the "chasing" or "dating" or "marrying' stage. We have our whole life for "The One". Never rush and be steady. Choose someone that could match your heart . Best day to everyone of u :))