Sometimes you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and who you want to be. Why is it important to think? I could have just passed by everyday without thinking and thinking. I think alot. Not that I wan to but things that happen around require lots of thinking. Today I realize that no matter how hard I persuade myself or no matter how much times I give to myself, there's some behaviors that I really can't tolerate. I have decided to back off . You know I feel so unwanted sometimes and I must get rid of this thought immediately. It is a challenging moment for sure.
My energy been affected so badly whenever I think about it. That's why I need a distance . It's not any parties fault when it comes to a problem. It's just that everyone has different direction and way to react. I thought through talking & sharing , things will turn better ( is that call expectation? ) but everything back to square one again.
I think the most fundamental part to build up a relationship is being truthful of yourself . Uncertainty definitely kill everything. It kills me already.
By the way, happiness is a choice, not a result. Nothing will make you happy until you choose to be happy.
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