Affirmation- Only good lies before me

CR is back after valentines 2013 :D I was seriously ran out of idea to blog. I wanted to but duno why theres so many things that I couldn't express with words. In general, CR is really contended and happy (especially) in year 2013. This year is definitely super awesome as I am clearer with my Top 6 values and practicing to live in them everyday.

CR is intended to live in (1) unconditional love; (2) joy; (3) passion; (4) compassion; (5) courage and (6) honesty. Saying and living in the values are two different things. To really live in it, we have to be aware and be really committed. So much happy moments to share here but due to not much pics and words so Ill share in one fine day :p
Currently, CR is reading " You can create an exceptional Life" by Louise Hay & Cheryl Richardson. Thanks to my special one for this book. My first awareness when i started to read this book is to make choices that make me  feel the best as I myself know hows the ten and best feeling is. Nobody is able to judge me and nobody is as clear as what I wan to do for myself except myself. Cheryl Richardson shared the formula to grow and be happy = Think thoughts that make you feel good, make choices that make you feel good and take actions that make you feel good.
Well, I do feel good now because of the best gift cr ever received. When the right one appears, you feel superb and unbelievable. Future is unknown but cr learned to believe Only Good Lies Before Me. I am the decision and choice maker. So I choose to believe in the best.
Tomorrow CR is going to kuching for my cv5 and I am super looking forward for it. To me this is a path to obtain higher level of awareness from greater clarity of myself and the meaning in life. CR will share of my awareness in my next post.
Here, CR hope we all will learn to love because when we blame, we are giving away our power to change. Best day beautiful people :) 

Happy Valentine 2013

CR has this pray in her daily prayer suggested by Nick Vujicic : Dear Father God, take my feelings for this person away if it is not Your will or If this is the person You want for me, please let us love each other according to Your plan." Early this year, CR has committed to continue her spiritual growth which been neglected last year. I believe God allows us to have wrong relationships so that I will appreciate the right one. NEVER GIVE UP ON LOVE. I am not seeking but I am allowing him to come into my life when we are both ready for the new journey. 

Today I feel so in love as I know we are living in a loving world. I feel love from my beloved family and friends. So much strong feelings in me that I wish to share ( bit by bit i will or one day ). Here CR wish you all have a beautiful Valentine Celebration and do not forget about love :) Lets us love with courage, unconditional and no expectation ... most important.. commitment..

Below are pictures of CR and family on the second day of Chinese New Year. Sister and bro in law were back on that day which made mom super happy. Thanks to the in law family for coming home with sis to celebrate this important celebration with us. 

My dad is really caring. Felt so sweet and warm when he put a red ribbon on my hair and I wore black that day. Guess thats why mom is so in love with him. No expectation but somehow I know my future husband will be as caring as dad :) 

Our first chinese new year brekky with Darren :) Grandma was praising her grandson in law. She is super "mang yi" hohoho...

Dad is a photographer but we seldom take family portrait (last time was 2007). We didnt intend to take one then we did :D

We purposely reserved few spaces for sis future family member and definitely mine or bro :) 

This stupid bro forced to take so much of his kns pose. Haizz why im so nice to take for him. I duno coz im awesome.. kanasai you lim you wei. angry of him coz he just posted my super ugly pics in fb.

I guess I was wa-ing with Prissy bear bear :p 

Mom finally got herself "lao hua" glasses and I was trying to imitate her !!! hoho. Poor mama been teased by me so frequent and I made her so angry . So fun!!!!

Cant wait to share all these with my Sg family :) Thanks sis and bro in law 

Another pic of my kanasai bro 

We are one family :) 

Bon Bon and CR :) 

This is CR before she went for match making :p Talk about match making, I have to solute parents who arrange for their kids. This is a form of love and I have to admit it even I dun really agree with the arrangement. I am kinda touched by the mom and it makes me appreciate my mom even more and also partner that I choose :) 

OOTD of CNY third day :D

Ok!! Time to stop here. Parents and bro and CR are going for valentine limteh in a while. I think everywhere might be fulled but we will try our best. Again Happy Valentine's Day to all of you and I love you all :) 

First Day of Small Dragon Year

Alohaaa my dear and lovely friends!! Hows CNY so far!!! I just sent off sis and bro in law and started to miss them already. Mine is as awesome as usual and this year I feel even happier and livelier!! Reason is because I learn to listen and really feel people around me with my heart. The tiny voice from your love ones can make you so happy because its true :) FYI, CR went for a match making which was arranged by my grandma. It went well as it made me realised what I wan for my life partner. Im quite excited for my next relationship with no expectation and be the best of myself. Lets follow the flow and wait for the best to come. 

First day of CNY , I normally will wake up a little bit earlier ( 5 mins earlier than usual) to dress up for this big day of the year. I put on my earrings which I didnt for quite few months and Yeah!! it hurts !!! FYI , I settled my cny outfit in just 15 mins in one of the boutiques at Jurong Point. I am very impatient when come to shopping and I want it to be done asapp!!

Its easier to persuade dad than me to take pic with me because mom wasn't really in the mood as sis only back on the second day of cny. My dad has a really happy smile and Im proud to look like him. As usual, dad gave us angpao early in the morning. Yay!! Of coz I did give baba hoho  

And Here CR " 跟你们拜个年！祝大家万事如意”

I was trying to pose nicely for a nice pic then ended up like this. I tried few pose and none look good. Oh well!! "bo hu heh mah ho"

I offered my mom to make up for her but moody her didn't wan to. Luckily she willing to take pic w me :p and she was quite happy with this pic :p This is what normally happen when you have a married daughter. My sis never leave her for cny and this is the first one. No wonder she was kinda upset. I wasnt at home last year and she felt nothing. lol now u can tell whose a better daughter. hohoho

My daddy is good looking as always. Till now I still think he is the best :) 

I have been telling ppl dun eat too much mandarins then mana tau I myself been eating alot. Well been offered to eat :p 

Mom be hu be hu asked me to wa her this lovely pic of her and dad. I wanted them to stand closer but they insisted to have the flower in this pic :p 

Good BunBun didn't forget to "bai nian" from grandpa. She was so happy tho its an empty angpao. Anyway she doesn't know it usually come with money. She doesn't need any anyway. hohoh

CR sss(sendiri syok sini) took some pics with brother as usual. He really ai mei as me. FYI, he always uses my foundation for his face esp when theres any function. I really be tahan him sometimes. We missed sis's companion as we always do all this silly thing together. Of course we are happy that sis finds her loved one and grows together. 

Our CNY routine never change since I remember. We woke up around 7am then sendiri bai nian then temple then grandma then aunties. hohoho... 

oh yeah if you happen to visit Sibu, Below is the must visit studio ..Artfriends!!! it has hmmm 80 years history i think or more !! hohoho. you will see a man who look exactly like me if you visit it and thats my daddy!! For discount please dun mention my name :p 

Who say I x do housework!! See below are the prove!! I purposely ask dad to take my pic to show my mom and grandmom. They been worry that I wont be able to marry as I don't do housework. In fact I do !! Im just too lazy sometimes :p 

My youngest cousin in law!! 21 !! Only!! really bop bop chou!!! And shes a mom!!! wowowoow I wonder how old I am when I am a mom :o probably ten years older than Minnie heheheh

Ming Liang shared: " wana be parents? ok set your alarm clock at 2 am, 4am and 6am. If you are able to wake up peacefully, yes!! its time for you to have baby!! ". he added : "I only tell Chris how good mummy is.. so that he wont look for me next time then yes im free !!! "

My Zui Mu and cousin. Zui Mu is one of the tough lady I ever met. I definitely would love to share how wonderful this woman is and how she maintains her family. Her effort, her positivism impressed me.  

This young lady beside me is a legend!! If you think I am funny? then she will make you even happier and you will :o wowowoow hahahhaha... Everytime she talks, I will just sit there with my mouth open and laugh hahahhaha...FYI, sis just married and the wedding reception will be held end of year :) Time to save up 

My grandma's has great grand son!! No play play!!

Show off again how i distribute long life noodles

Ming wei looks exactly like my uncle :) 

A must eat dish on Chinese New Year first day!! Grandma is so thoughtful... everything is vegetarian. Thanks

My brother really kisiao one!!! Forced me to take his pics to show how pro he is. Well I think my iphone takes nicer pic than he is :p hohoho kanasai you !!!

Last but no least!! Bunbun first time celebrating CNY with me !! I love you bun bun!!! im always happy when I see her and you duno how much awareness I learn from her . hehehe. Shes been out of power eating so much !!!

BonBon my new baby!!! While bunbun was busying eating, she was hiding at this corner relaxing !!!

Burp!!! Im so full !!!

I ended my first day of CNY with bai, yi kuok and ru yee at baba and siam. Its always good to catch up with close friends and im glad everyone is doing well :)